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Lauren's inane ramblings
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
24... only 2 hours left! Don't sleep on it!!
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: incubus
Topic: TV, music, movies, etc.
Tuesdays at 9 on Fox! If you haven't been watching, you might as well not watch the next two episodes and instead rent seasons 1 & 2 to watch... then watch season 3 reruns (probably showing during the summer) and pick up with season 4 -- yes, there will be a season 4. :)


I've got some great spoiler pictures for the final episode of 24... of course it remains to be seen whether or not these scenes will really happen... but it looks like Julia is going to kill Sherrie Palmer tonight - YAY! That'll take care of that meddlesome bitch. Then maybe that pill bottle will just conveniently disappear. ;-)

I'm wondering if Jack will really cut off Chase's arm? I know that he's hardcore enough to do it, but maybe they'll be able to somehow diffuse the bomb. If Jack cuts off his arm, Chase will probably have to retire as a field agent and raise that baby with Kim like she suggested.

Wonder what's going to happen with Chloe? I know that she'll have some impact on tonight's episode... she is really a priceless character. That's it for now, I have to get back to work.


posted by a cautiously optimistic Redskins fan at 4:19 PM EDT
Monday, May 17, 2004
More Idol stuff.
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: LMP -- Important
Topic: TV, music, movies, etc.

http://entertainment.msn.com/tv/article.aspx?news=158533



Report: Jammed Phones Skew 'Idol' Tallies
May 16, 9:55 AM EST
The Associated Press
Many would-be "American Idol" voters are disenfranchised by overburdened phone lines and by "power dialers" who hog the system, the magazine Broadcasting & Cable reported.
According to the magazine's issue being released Monday, "the only people choosing the next 'American Idol" are the ones lucky enough to get through -- or skilled enough to get around -- tremendously overtaxed phone lines."
Fox TV, which airs the talent contest, has failed to address the difficulties viewers must overcome to log votes, the magazine said.
The show is a ratings winner and valuable property for its producers and Fox, but Broadcasting & Cable said the network is alienating viewers who repeatedly get a busy signal when they try to call in their votes.
The voting system has been called into question in recent weeks as contestants who appeared to be front-runners were dumped in favor of others who many viewers have complained were lesser performers.
Last week, favorite La Toya London was voted off while Jasmine Trias survived a shaky performance.
Fox said both it and the show's producers have "gone to great lengths" to ensure the integrity of the voting process.
"While acknowledging that dedicated fans may be unhappy with the outcome, the system only reports the decision of the voting public," the network said in a statement.
The contest winner, who gets a record contract, will be decided in the series finale May 25-26. Trias, Fantasia Barrino and Diana DeGarmo are still in the running.
Questions about "Idol" voting are nothing new.
In last year's finale between Ruben Studdard and Clay Aiken, a total of 24 million votes were recorded, with Studdard declared the winner by a slim 134,000-vote margin.
But on the same night, Verizon, the nation's largest phone company, saw its daily volume increase by 116 million calls while SBC reported a call-volume increase of 115 million, according to Broadcasting & Cable.
That indicates a logjam in which millions of potential voters never got through, the magazine said.
Fox dismissed the allegation as speculative.
Viewers are allowed to vote repeatedly by phone during a two-hour window following the Tuesday show. Votes also can be cast by text messaging, which hasn't seen the same problems, the report said.
Jammed local phone lines, not the long-distance carrier network, creates the problem for callers, AT&T told the magazine.
Fox acknowledged there are times the phone network can't handle all calls due to the volume, but said it is using "the most sophisticated system available in the nation."
Ratings and call volume have risen over the show's three seasons.
Broadcasting & Cable said so-called power-dialers, who use fast Internet connections and computer autodialing software, also affect the outcome by the number of votes they are able to cast and by tying up lines so that others can't vote.
The magazine cited an August 2002 story by The Associated Press in which "American Idol" producers acknowledged power-dialers were casting thousands of votes.
In its statement Sunday, Fox said there are procedures in place to prevent individuals from "unfairly influencing the outcome of the voting," adding that producers can remove votes identified as power-dialing.

From the AI message board:
There will be a TWIST on Finale night... if you saw the latest AMerican Idol promo commercial it said there will be a "TWIST" on finale night...
wonder what the twist could be???

Here are some mb members speculating on the twist:
It could be a twist similar to the 'Survivor' twist at the end.
One winner is declared. And then they will let another winner be picked by America from all the other eleven contestants. Both will get instant contracts. (I like this one)
or maybe we can vote off the judges (Not a bad idea, either... except for Simon!)
The producers hand selected Idol will win; It was said from the beginning that the winner will definitely be a black female; and it is obvious who she is now; It was posted before the season even began; Everyone keep raging about the public voting when they really don't count anyway. The reason Jasmine is still there is because it's how the producers set it up. It had NOTHING to do with her getting so many votes for any reason at all. They want people to believe that and it is working just as they planned. Although Fantasia has been in the bottom votes a few times; Is'nt it ironic how she will all of a sudden win in the end; So go figure...it does'nt take much of a brain to do so. (Another conspiracy theory, this person is obviously adding fuel to the racism fire, stupid.)
the twist should be a duet with a famous singer (that would be VERY cool)
Maybe simon will do a little strip-tease.. (I'd pay to see that... how funny)
Yup, the last show will switch over to Fear Factor...the AI's face off! Whoever eats the highest volume in pig intestines wins! Woo Hoo!...oh wait...that's NBC...maybe they'll just let Alex decide which one he'd rather marry....but they only win if they correctly decide whether or not the groom is gay, LMAO.
maybe they will reveal that Paula is not a woman. simon is william hung's long lost father. randy and ryan are lovers (hehe)
How about they let the remaining girls fight it out? First Fantasia and Diana would go at it and the one left standing would face Jasmine since she is probably the weakest of the three. The method of fighting would be either boxing or mud wrestling. What y'all think? :-) (that would be great!)
maybe fantasia will get kicked off this week, and then on finale night they'll tell the truth and say that jennifer, latoya, and fantasia were the real top three and have an honest vote amongst the three. that would sure cause a big ol' hub-bub.
I heard they're bringing LaToya back for another chance..apparently there was some errors in reporting the votes (if only this were true...)
jasmine will gonna win the AI. do you remember when she was in the bottom 2 with camille and george she sing also, no one ever in the bottom 2 sings with the voted off finalists. it was only jasmine so far who were privileged to sing. therefore, jasmine will be the next AI, she is bankable because of her millions of solid fan base who is faithful to her all over the world. I for one is waiting for her single and album to come out. Mark my word, she will be the next AI 2004. no doubt and it is very true. (grrrrrrrrrreat, now if only she could teach her fan base proper use of the engrish...er, english language)


Yet another article:
Will your 'Idol' phone
vote really count?

By BILL HUTCHINSON
DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITER
Millions of fans desperate to vote for the next "American Idol" are being thwarted - and frustrated - by busy signals when they try to call the hit show.
And Broadcasting & Cable magazine says the next songbird to become "American Idol" is more likely to be picked by computer geeks called "phone phreakers" than by fans with a run-of-the-mill phone.
That's because the average fan of the Fox TV blockbuster is getting outfoxed by computer-assisted speed dialers, the magazine reported.
"It's a bandwidth problem. There's only so much volume they can run through that pipe at one time," said Tom Cobbs of Database Systems Corp., which designs complex telephone networks.
Hundreds of so-called phone phreakers have rigged their computers to flood the show's switchboard automatically with votes using high-speed Internet connections and auto-dialing software, leaving even phone speed-dialers in the dust.
"This is thousands upon thousands of moderately tech-savvy fans who really get emotionally compelled to do something about who they want to win," Kurt Knutson, a high-tech expert on TV's "Cyberguy," told the magazine.
"They're not only using the system to vote for whomever they want, they're using it to tie up the lines so that other people can't vote," Knutson said. The show's lines are open for two hours after broadcast.
But the show's producers insist the voting system is not problem-plagued.
"The producers and network have gone to great lengths to ensure the integrity of the voting process on American Idol," Fox officials said in a statement. "America votes, an independent company calculates the tally and the show reports those results."
The focus on fair play got foggier last week when fan favorite LaToya London was ousted from the show, while lesser-liked Jasmine Trias moved on to join Fantasia Barrino and Diana DeGarmo for a big showdown tomorrow night. The contest winner, who gets a record contract, will be decided in the series finale, May 25-26.
Viewers were still E-mailing the show's Web site yesterday to complain about getting shut out of the voting.
"I had my phone set on speed dial for Latoya and never once got thru. And I dialed and dialed!!!! Something is wrong with the voting system and it needs to be corrected or the country will [lose] complete interest in the show!!" one fan wrote.



posted by a cautiously optimistic Redskins fan at 1:57 PM EDT
Sunday, May 16, 2004

Mood:  a-ok
Topic: Weekend happenings
My weekend was much calmer than last... not much going on, just a lot of running around today.

The tastefully simple party on Friday night was a lot of fun, I've decided that I'm going to have a party myself. I scheduled it for June 18th, but I'm going to have to choose another date because we have too much going on that week and Kurt wants to redo the bathroom before I have the party. :-P~ Fine with me, I guess. We seem to be on a big home improvement kick lately -- the neighbors must be in shock! On the tastefully simple note, the thought has crossed my mind about being a distributor -- or whatever they call them! It seems like something I wouldn't feel bad trying to sell people, because I think that the products are really good... I'm also thinking that if I can't get financial aid, then that might be a good way to supplement my income.

Speaking of school, I checked on classes for the fall and found the perfect combo -- on Mondays and Wednesdays, there is an Intro to Psych class from 5:30 to 6:45 and and Eng Lit & Comp class from 7 to 8:15! Yay! That'll be good that I can mix it up -- I was a little concerned that I would have to take a two and a half-three hour class one day a week of each subject... an hour and fifteen minutes is a lot more bearable. :) Not to mention that I'll still have my Tuesdays for 24 and Thursdays for Survivor, hehe. I'm so bad! Knowing my luck, my shows will be switched to different days. Oh well, that's what a VCR is for.

Well, it's getting late, so I must sign off... hopefully I'll post tomorrow.

posted by a cautiously optimistic Redskins fan at 9:47 PM EDT
Friday, May 14, 2004
At least America got something right!
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Isaak
Topic: Miscellaneous goings-on
Rupert won the million bucks voted on by the American public. Johnny Fairplay won "best villain" and was in the audience last night. I still can't believe the dead grandmother story!! The next Survivor is taking place somewhere in the south Pacific, it looks pretty cool.

The rumors are still flying about American Idol. Everyone knows that Latoya was robbed -- I know that I'm still bitter! Hopefully something will be done about the voting system. I'm sure that Latoya will become more famous than any of the other contestants - she is truly a class act! Jasmine's behavior has been bugging me. She solidifies my opinion that kids can't handle the pressure of AI... I saw it at auditions! I could barely deal with the rejection and stress of it all - I don't know how a 16 or 17 year old kid can do it.

There's not much left in the way of TV (ugh, McAnnoying is stomping around - it's a nice Friday afternoon, why can't he just leave and go play golf or something and leave me alone???) this summer. That's kind of a bummer!

This weekend we might be painting the fence and the shed... I don't know if I want to do it just to have it over with, though. I think that this weekend would be nice to take a break from housework. Tonight our neighbors Keith & Andrea are having a tastefully simple party... I think I'm going to get some stuff... probably book my own party, too.

That's it for today, I believe. Don't have much time... hopefully I'll get a chance to post over the weekend. I'm posting some of the latest stuff from Engrish.com.

posted by a cautiously optimistic Redskins fan at 4:34 PM EDT
Thursday, May 13, 2004
AI3 has gone to hell!
Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: Isaak
Topic: TV, music, movies, etc.
American Idol has gone to hell...

And everyone is fighting about it.
If you haven't heard already, Latoya London - the most talented person on AI3 was voted off last night. Kurt and I have been rooting for her from the beginning. Now I must fess up - I have not been voting. The reason that I have not been voting? My vote doesn't count. That's right, it doesn't. And if you vote, yours doesn't count, either. That is - if you only vote once. For your vote to really count, you have to sit on the phone for 2 hours straight hitting redial. Unfortunately, there are several hundred thousand teeny-boppers who have the time to vote a hundred times each for their favorite idol - who is usually someone closer to their age. I think that Latoya wasn't one of the teenager's favorites because they couldn't relate to someone like her. They prefer the screeching teenagers that are left. The three who are left are Fantasia (too Macy Gray for me), Jasmine (Ugh! Why is she still there??) and Diana. Diana has come a long way and if anyone left deserves to win, it is probably her. Jasmine was definitely the worst Tuesday night - she was HORRENDOUS and the judges all agreed. I thought for sure she was going home. Apparently her tears made everyone feel sorry for her and vote her through. Oh well, she'll see how good she is when nobody buys her album.
Here is the problem: everyone thinks that racism is involved, and it's really starting to piss me off. It's frustrating for me, because ALL of the people I know wanted either Latoya or Fantasia to win - and the majority of those people are white! So go figure. I want the best person to win and I don't care what color they are. It's become a popularity/obsessed fans contest, not a talent contest. How sad. That's not going to stop me from auditioning again this year, though, haha!
I'll copy and paste some comments from the American Idol message board that I've come across today. It's really insane. Funny thing though is that the majority of the people writing this crap only have a few posts - not the 350 or so posts that I have. :-P~ They're probably just trying to stir up trouble. The other ironic thing about people saying AI is racist is that only 2 of the last 6 contestants were white! The first 4 or 5 people voted off were all white!

You better believe it. It's not a talent contest it's a color of your skin contest

are u ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! la toya is gone!!!!!!!! and u cant change what happens!!!!!! the main reason why jasmine is still there is bcoz of her star potential!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! blacks are out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! asians are in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha ha!!!!

I am very upset that Latoya, Jennifer and George is gone and I know that Fantasia is next to go next week. Do I think that this is racially motivated?-YES! Every since last year when Ruben won and Clay didn't. "People" rather see someone other than black win! Remember the upset of how Clay didn't win and how he is still in the for-front! Why did he perform last night and not the winner, Ruben? I am 28 years old and have been studying music and singing myself, since I was 3yrs old. I know vocal talent when I hear it and this competition is not focusing on that but the race/image of these people. How dare they also allow children, "America", to vote. There aren't any adults willing to stay up til 11pm est, calling in to vote or have any interest in text messaging in a vote.

Definately, will not watch the rest of this season. We have failed to recognize what the show/competition is all about. A large number of viewers are either incapable of recognizing talent or simply expressing our deep rooted racial prejudices.

I think "America" needs to heed to the words sung by the Final 4: "FREE YOUR MIND, AND THE REST WILL FOLLOW...BE COLOR BLIND, DON'T BE SO SHALLOW!" - EnVogue.

Clearly, Fantasia and LaToya "are in their own league" (superior to the others) but are being subjected to America's dirty and shameful institutionalized and systematic racist culture. The fact that John Stevens remained as long as he did, and Jennifer Hudson was voted off way too early, is only a testament that racism is alive and well in America.

Now lets get down to the one that's left that has all the talent in the world Ms. Fantasia Barrino,now if she don't win this show,I as one will never grace my television with the likes of AI again. I really think went they do auditions for next year's AI,all African-Americans should avoid their auditions and let it be just like they want it all along. The White People's American Idol. Some people may say so what that's not going to hurt a thing,but it would because they get their ratings from all races. So we will see what happens next week. I'm out

Yes i'm upset that Latoya has be voted off the show... It still shows that America belongs to the white folks.... The blacks always have to stay in the back.. while the whites do what the hell they want... This was more outrageous than when Jenifer got voted off....

I think the viewers of the show are racist and that no way in hell should Jasmine or Diana should still be in the top 3. I think they tried to rob Ruben last year and he still has not gotten all the fame and success as Kellie Clarkson. This show has blatant Racism and I will never watch it again if Fantastia does not win

You mean everytime a deserving talented black don't win.. See the problem is this... All the people that are advancing are the non talented whites. Thats why we proud*BLACKS* can see that is is hidden racism.

(this is one of my favorites from "HappyAsian"- - >) BLAMED IT ON ALL OF YOU STUPID AMERICANS !


Well, that's it for now. I'll have to post some more messages later, they are just too ridiculous.





posted by a cautiously optimistic Redskins fan at 4:00 PM EDT
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
either Roxy is possessed or Honda has a special feature...
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: Pink Floyd - Learning to fly
Was running low on gas yesterday when A/C went out. Got gas today at lunch -- A/C is now working fine. It still wasn't working when I tested it on the drive TO the gas station, but when I left, I tested it again (on a hunch) and it's now working fine. I guess to conserve gas, Honda has put some kind of shut-off feature on the A/C when you are low on fuel and try to use it?

I've been trying to look it up, but haven't found any info yet. Very strange.

posted by a cautiously optimistic Redskins fan at 2:12 PM EDT
Friday, May 7, 2004
rejoice! it's friday!
Mood:  party time!
Now Playing: 3rd eye blind
Topic: Miscellaneous goings-on
It's about damn time!

I've been wishing for a good thunderstorm and hopefully we'll be getting one of those today or tonight........ you can check out my two favorite weather jpg's of the day below. We were supposed to have severe thunderstorms Sunday night... I heard a tiny rumble and a flash of lightning just as I was closing the windows. Then it just drizzled for the next few hours. Very lame. There was a nice storm in Baltimore and DC on Wednesday, but it skipped right over Aspen Park! Go figure.

Today work has been on the crappy side. Give `em an inch and they'll take a mile! I've been really busy for the past week and this morning like most other this week has been hectic. I was working on a 10 page description for Survey, had a proposal for Ron and some stuff for the Frederick office to do and of course, here comes my buddy Captain Jackass...... I was incredibly nice to him and very accommodating. He handed me a proposal at 10:10 and said that he needed the final by noon. I explained to him that I had a lot of work to do, but to be nice I would do his right then. Wouldn't you know that when I gave him the finals he handed me 3 more and told me he needed them by the end of the day!?>!!?!? And then Joe (from survey) drops another description in my inbox to be typed, lol. I'll copy & paste the email I sent Kurtis, it sums up my frustration better.

You're right about seeing how long I could deal with Capt. Jackass today. He was just over here asking me how his other 3 proposals are coming along. He explained that he needed them done so that "Diana (he said Diana, not Dianne - not to mention that Brenda is the one who does the invoices, what an idiot) could drop off the proposals and invoices." Oh yeah, like Dianne -- a VP, is going to leave here late on a Friday afternoon and drive down to Greenbelt. To drop something off that the client won't even look at until Monday morning.

The first thing he gave me, he needed by noon - I explained to him that although I wasn't happy doing it, I would bump his job to first and do it right then, even though I had a 10 page description to do for Joe, various Frederick stuff, and a proposal from Ron. So then he gives me 3 more proposals and tells me he needs them by the end of the day. Well, gee... I just got done the first one before lunch and here it is 30 minutes after I'm back from lunch and he thinks I have them DONE???????!!!!!!!!!!?!?!!? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Sorry, just had to vent.

Well that's it for now... it's looking like it might rain, and that could mean that the power is going out and I'll lose everything that I typed!! Hope everyone has a good weekend.





posted by a cautiously optimistic Redskins fan at 3:02 PM EDT
Saturday, May 1, 2004
today
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: Friends and Family
Tiffer isn't coming until later on today, so I decided to not go to Towson... too much driving and my throat is a little sore. It'll be hard enough for me to stay up late tonight as it is -- I don't need to be out in the sun all day.

The sod is all done -- looks great. Now if we can only stop the neighbor's kids from walking on it... we were thinking of one of those electric dog fences, but that means putting collars on all the kids. That might be a little too obvious.

I'm probably going to run out for a little bit and do some shopping. I've been wanting to buy a pair of those cute ballet flats... they look pretty comfortable and they're fashionable... comfy and fashionable rarely go hand-in-hand, so I'm going to jump on this opportunity! Way to go, fashionistas for finally making something comfortable also stylish!! yay! I love wearing heels, but they give my ankle a lot of trouble and I just don't think that I should be in pain just to look good.

Well I'm hungry, so I must go forage for lunch....... hope everyone is having a good weekend!

P.S. Congrats to Jeff on his new baby girl Rebecca Rose! She's a cutie!!

posted by a cautiously optimistic Redskins fan at 1:02 PM EDT
Friday, April 30, 2004
weekend & stuff
Mood:  rushed
Topic: Weekend happenings
It never fails... when Teddra (our receptionist) is out, my day just goes crazy... today has been absolutely insane. She's out today and Monday... Bonnie and I are splitting the days, I'm taking afternoons and she's taking the mornings. Tons of descriptions, proposals... it's timesheet day. Yep, everyone just HAD to do all of their work today ASAP, dump it all on me so that you can go home early while I have to sit here and explain to the clients why you're not here!! Thanks a lot! Ugh. This is a typical sunny Friday afternoon at Harms & Associates - everyone leaves. Now I'm not saying that I don't leave early on a nice Friday occasionally, but there are SOME people who leave early pretty much every Friday. Oh well. I'm just jealous! Someday I'll have a job where I can do whatever the hell I want WHEN I want.

I stayed up too late last night reading... I started a Dean Koontz book Wednesday afternoon and I finished it at 1 this morning. Once I start reading those things I just can't put them down! So I'm a little tired today.

Sodding the lawn has become a major fiasco. Our neighbor (who is none too bright at times) had told us that it would only be $60 or so to sod... well, Home Depot ran out of sod today so Kurtis had to call around to see who had it. Our neighbor just wanted to cruise around from store to store until they found a place! I find out later in the day that it's not going to be $60, it's going to be more like $300! As you can imagine, Kurt was not at all happy to hear that. I think that the best thing to do would probably have been to just put down grass seed and say the hell with it. It might take longer to grow in and it might not look as nice, but at least it doesn't cost $300! I haven't gotten an update in a few hours, so I don't know what's happening, but I can imagine I'll be stopping to pick up some nice cold beer on the way home. A nice cold beer sounds pretty good anyway, honestly. Ah--just got an update. The bill came in at just under $200... still more than 3 times the original quote, but at least it's better than $300.

Tomorrow Tiffer is coming up and we're going to the Towsontown Festival... hopefully the rain will hold off. Or at least hold off for most of the day. We're supposed to go see LC and Kelly Bell tomorrow night, too... hopefully I'll have the energy to keep going, hehe. I'm thinking that the smart thing to do is buy tickets at the box office while we're there... I imagine that we'll come back home between the festival and the night show. It's been a while since I've seen KBB.

Well, that's it for now... I have to compose a few emails before the end of the day... I probably won't update tomorrow, but I'll try to find some time on Sunday.

posted by a cautiously optimistic Redskins fan at 5:10 PM EDT
Thursday, April 29, 2004
My grandfather and WW II
Mood:  special
Now Playing: Clay Aiken - heh.
Topic: Friends and Family
As promised, following is the account that my grandfather wrote me of his participation in World War II. There were some things that were difficult to read or the places had weird spellings... I tried to look up some of the places as best I could and there are only two or so words or places that I wasn't sure of. This entry is quite lengthy, close to 4,000 words and is over 8 typed pages long (17 hand-written). It reads:

April, 2004


Dear Lauren,

At one time you were quite interested in WWII. I'm not sure if you still are, so here goes. This is pretty much a copy of an account of my personal involvement, which I had sent to someone else.

I was not too surprised when one of the Axis Powers attacked us on Dec. 7, 1941. Our Navy was already escorting British merchant ships in the Atlantic Ocean, dropping depth charges on German subs, and gave the British 50 destroyers. We also prevented Japan from buying any oil from any source, strangling its economy.

When I was 19, I enlisted (volunteered) in the Army Air Force for the duration of the war plus six months. I was sworn in on December 10, 1942 and promptly sent to Camp Meade, my reception center. There we were marched between 2 rows of Medics and injected with smallpox, typhus, tetanus, and other goody vaccines.

I was sent to Miami Beach for Basic Training. Sounds like a good deal, right? Quartered in a hotel in Florida and January. The rooms were bare except for 6 Army bunks - in 2 stacks of 3, and a bathroom. We were on the 8th floor and were forbidden to use the elevators (officers only). We had to run up and down the stairs to get into formation before roll call, on an empty lot across the street. The city was blacked out at night because German subs had been lurking off the coast and were picking off ships which were silhouetted against the lighted cities. We couldn't use the beaches because of all the oil and wreckage from the sunken ships.

While there, I was told that my I.Q. and other tests were very high and I could apply for Officers Candidate School, but by now I had developed negative feelings toward many officers and instead chose to go to photo school at Lowry Field near Denver.

I was shipped to Lowry in early February. What a difference in weather - from sunshine and 80? to snow every other day and 15? below zero in the morning. Also, there was the change in altitude, from sea level to 5,300'. It was hard breathing in the thin air, and tougher yet when the drill instructors insisted we put on our gas masks and run for a mile at a time.

After learning the Army way of developing still, movie, and aerial photographs and camera installation and repairs, we finally graduated and were sent to our units. I was sent to Fort Dix Army Air Base. This was a pretty good deal for me because I could get home for a while on weekends.

We were alerted for overseas duty in early December, 1943. For some reason my girlfriend (in Baltimore) and I decided to get married before I left. We decided to get married the night of December 21. I caught the train from Trenton to Baltimore, where my girlfriend was waiting for me, and informed me that we couldn't marry that night because she'd forgotten to get a marriage license, and we'd have to try again the next night. So again I hopped the train to Baltimore, but this time there was a train wreck ahead, and we were delayed for 3 hours. I didn't get to the church until 11, instead of 8 pm. By then, the priest had gone to bed and we had to get him up and round up the witnesses. We finally married at 12:15 in the morning. When we got back to Trenton, I had to take a cab to Fort Dix to get back before roll call (I was technically A.W.O.L.), and sneaked into camp through a drainage ditch under the security fence. My first sergeant was a grizzled, tough transferee from the infantry, and I figured he would give me a hard time when I told him. He was tough but he was fair, and told me he wasn't sure whether he should congratulate me or chew my butt out. I told him I deserved a little of both.

A couple of weeks later we were sent down to Camp Patrick Henry, in preparation to shipping out overseas. While I was on guard duty there, a race riot broke out and a number of soldiers were killed. While I was running toward the PX (Post Exchange) a bullet was fired from inside where there was fighting and passed through the door just as I was opening it. There was an immediate curfew, and those of us on guard duty were ordered to shoot anyone outside the barracks.

By mid-January we were herded on board the French cargo-passenger ship Athos II. Athos I had been sunk. We boarded the ship at Newport-News. The mouth of the Chesapeake Bay at Norfolk had an anti-submarine net across it so we had to wait for it to be opened up for us to get into the Atlantic Ocean. My bunk was the top one in a stack of 4, with a hot steam pipe a couple of inches from my nose. We were at the very bottom of the ship, just above the bilge, way below the water-line. We knew there was no way we could survive a torpedo attack. I had another disadvantage. Our life jackets consisted of 2 small inflatable inner tubes fastened together, which could be inflated by 2 CO2 cartridges by pulling a string. My inner tubes were both punctured, so were worthless. When I notified the sergeant-in-charge, he said, "Too bad, we don't have any more." Navy blimps kept an eye on us the first day out, and then we picked up 2 destroyers for escorts. We steamed south and entered the Panama Canal for transit to the Pacific Ocean. However, we damaged our rudder in the canal and the ship had to go into drydock for repairs while we stayed at Fort Clayton in the Canal Zone.

It took about a week for repairs and then we were on our way again, without and escort. When we were about 1,000 miles west of the Galapagos Islands, we had another mishap. The 2 engines on the ship apparently had been sabotaged by some of the French crew. Actually, France had surrendered to Germany, and many of the crew felt that the war was over for them, and they shouldn't be in a war zone. We bobbed around, helplessly for about a day. Luckily, we weren't attacked by a sub. Finally, a small auxiliary engine was put into service and we hobbled back to the Canal for repairs again. We disembarked, and we back to Fort Clayton. Some of the French crew were arrested.

Departing from the Canal Zone once again, we headed into the Pacific Ocean, escorted by a Dutch cruiser. We often think of the French for good food, but of course we were on a troops ship, so all bets were off. The food was horrible. One hundred per cent of us came down with diarrhea or other problems. One time my mess kit was adorned with only the severed head of a chicken, with all of its feathers and eyes and beak. I couldn't eat it.

On another occasion we very nearly hit a mine. The ship suddenly rolled over on its starboard side, and narrowly missed hitting a floating mine (probably a magnetic mine).

We steamed on to Ulithi, where an Australian plane captured by the Japanese flew over the anchorage, dropping bombs which sank a ship.

From there we steamed on to the Society Island group, where we anchored in the lagoon of the island of Bora-Bora. This was the most beautiful island I had ever seen. It had everything - a beautiful lagoon, a high, rugged, cloud-covered mountain, sandy beaches, palm trees, natives in out-rig canoes coming out to sell us fresh tropical fruit (which we craved!!), and diving for coins tossed overboard.

From there we steamed to the west coast of Australia, to Freemantle and Perth. The Australians were wonderful. They were very hart hit by the war. They had very little food, and very little oil. The first thing we noticed while docking was the absence of young and even middle-aged people. Old people were loading and unloading the ships. All the others were fighting in the war. As I said, the Australians were terrific to me. They shut down many businesses so the gals could escort us around to see the sights and sounds of the area. It was interesting to note that all the buses, trucks, and cars were powered by small trailers carrying charcoal burners. They had no "petrol".

Also, people insisted on providing us with a meal. They had so little, but they insisted on sharing what they had with us. Their food consisted mostly of jack rabbits shot on the prairie, and cabbage. And they insisted on no payment for anything.

Western Australia was very much like our old west. The streets were unpaved. They had wooden boardwalks for sidewalks, with false fronts in front of their businesses. They drove cattle through the middle of the dusty streets.

But the war was on. We were in the Bay of Bengal, and smelled smoke, burning flesh, and other nauseas fumes a day before we saw any land.

We were appalled by what we saw when we entered Bombay Harbor. It was a disaster area. The entire harbor was devastated. Huge ships were upside-down, hulls up, end up, sunken, partially on land, partially sunk, and many square blocks of the harbor engulfed in flames. Nobody was fighting the fires, because the fire department and all of its personnel had been destroyed. Welcome to war.

We boarded a train, and crept through about a mile, with burning buildings on both sides of the train, heading east toward the eastern Indian front. The train was horrible, 3rd class for us. There weren't enough benches for all of us to sit down at one time, so we took turns - 12 hours standing, 12 hours sitting. The so-called bathroom facility consisted of a six-inch hole in the floor. We had no water for washing or shaving, or teeth cleaning for 4 days. We did not smell great. Even the insects avoided us.

We finally arrived at our destination in eastern India in late April of 1944. Our families finally heard from us after 3 months.

India was a very, very different place from where any of us had been to. The first night I was in India I was put on guard duty with a Gurkha. Gurkhas are short people, very warlike, from Nepal. Like most people in that area, they hated the British. When I was on guard with him, he drew his Gurkha knife, threw a small piece of bamboo into the air and split in two. He said, "British corrupt." I tried to explain to him, "Not British - American!" However, a Gurkha never draws his knife without drawing blood. In this instance, his own, since I convinced him I was not British.

So how was the war in India? I was there nearly a year. I was in the provinces of Bihar (sp?) and Bengal, in eastern India. I was assigned to the 20th Air Force, mostly involved with photography. We had Indian Units fighting for us and against us, which was understandable, since the British were an occupying force, and the Japanese claimed they would liberate India. Many Indians were against us. We would find our soldiers with their throats slit, or otherwise dispatched. Occasionally, we would be bombed, but not much. The real problem was heat and disease. Nearly everyone came down with malaria and or dengue fever. My main problem was dysentery. We had a tough time with malaria because the Japanese had captured the sources of quinine.

India was a depressing place in which to be. The people were unbelievably poor. At first we Americans tried to help by giving to the poor, but it was too overwhelming. More than 1 million Indians starved to death during that famine of 1944. The death rate from smallpox was probably close to that also. During the year in India, morale went down to a low point. I was working nearly 100 hours a week in the photo lab, mostly at night because it was too hot (120 degrees) during the day. The emulsion would come off the film base and resulted in blank film. Also, the B-29's metal would be too hot to service during the day. We had to try to get a little bit of shut-eye during the day. However, during this time period, our B-29's were attempting to hit military targets. In the States, we had been told that the Norton (?) bomb-sighting device was so accurate that we could put a bomb in the center of a barrel from an altitude of 15,000 feet. I was really disappointed when I saw the results. Our bombs often landed ? (1/2) mile from the targets - shipbuilding facilities, barracks, airfields, and other military targets. They often landed on mud hut villages and rice paddies.

I was put on alert to fly the "HUMP" (Himalayas) into China to "A-1" the code name for Chungking (?) with a load of bombs. I really looked forward to it because I hated our chow (mostly very tough, gristly water buffalo and powdered eggs). In China, they had real eggs and fresh poultry. I was packed up and ready to go (along with a load of bombs) for a week, but every night there was a problem - very poor weather, or too many Japanese fighter activity, or bombings of the airfields.

In India, we were bombed only occasionally. An anti-aircraft cannon would fire one shell into the air for a one-ball alert when the enemy planes were 100 miles from us, 2 shells for a 2 ball alert when they were 50 miles away, and 3 shells when they were overhead. However, it was a tough decision whether to jump into the slit trenches - usually full of water, snakes, scorpions, etc. Every single day we saw cobras in our tent area, and sometimes pythons and other large snakes. Scorpions often crawled into our shoes at night, so we shook our shoes out in the morning. In fact, I did this ritual for 5 years every morning even after returning from India, it was so habit forming. Sometimes herds of rogue elephants would come tearing through the area. We never experienced any damage from them, however. Some of the native villages were destroyed by them. One night, alone in my tent, I saw these two yellow eyes glaring at me. In the morning I found the footprints of a large cat - probably a leopard.

So many of us started to die off that the Army decided to send us to rest camps in Northern India. I was sent to Renakatt (?) in the Himalayas, in a convoy of buses. There were no guardrails on these extremely dangerous narrow mountain roads and one of our buses went off the road and we suffered 50 casualties. A few buddies and I decided to climb a nearby mountain, which we climbed from 5 in the morning until 5 in the evening, fighting baboons who threw rocks at us for invading their area. When we finally reached the top (way above the clouds) we found an inscription on a rock - "KILROY WAS HERE," so we weren't the first G.I.'s to reach that height.

I was sent to newly invaded Marianas Islands, to Tinian, and assigned to the 462nd bomb group. There were quite a few Japanese soldiers still holding out on the island, hiding in caves and bunkers and sugarcane fields. We were sniped at at times. The B-29 tactics had changed. No longer were military targets the prime targets. Cities were targeted. There were very heavily firebombed. Even some of the bomber crews were uneasy - they could smell the burning flesh even inside their high altitude planes.

If I may digress - back to India. I have very vivid memories or being on burial details. I remember seeing one of our planes come down - straight down into a flaming, smoking mess, and then put in his burial detail within an hour. There was so much metal mixed in with his body 6 of us could barely lift the box with him in it. Even more disturbing was his blood still running out of the bottom of the box, which was loosening.

Back to Tinian. Stand on any spot on Tinian, and you can pick up bomb or shell fragments, such was the carnage on the island. As I noted, Jap soldiers were still on the island. I was assigned to the 10th Photo Lab, 462 Bomb Group. Atrocious acts were committed by both sides. I was witness to some.

There is nothing glorious about war. I was, of course involved with the 10th Photo Lab. We developed and printed the pictures of the Atomic Bombs' devastations of Hiroshima and Nagasaki. How do I feel about their use?

I'm still in a state of limbo on this. I have mixed feelings, even now. On one hand - I feel terrible about the loss of many innocent lives which were snuffed out and even more for the ones who suffered so much and later died while in agony. On the other hand, maybe the atomic bombings gave the Japanese Government an excuse to quit the war. Probably a million or more soldiers would have been killed, and even more civilians had the war continued.

Life on Tinian was a mixed bag. It was dangerous, because of the Japanese holdouts. But the food was better, because some vegetables could be raised on the island, even though the majority of it was covered by sugarcane fields. And oddly enough, some goats have survived the bombings and shellings, so we milked them for a rarity we hadn't tasted in 1 ? years - fresh milk!!

The weather was better than we had in India. It got hot, but there was nearly always a breeze, because it was an island only about 4 miles wide, and about 11 miles long. One time 2 other guys and I decided to go swimming and ran into trouble. A riptide suddenly came up and none of us could make it back to shore. I tried and tried, and finally was so exhausted, I gave up and thought this was the end. The tide carried me out, then suddenly into a calm cove, where I was able to get in to shore. One of the others was carried all the way to the island of Saipan, about 5 miles away. The other was never found. The strange tides were caused by an approaching typhoon, which nobody told us about. That's one thing we enlisted men resented. We always felt we were "mushrooms" - fed a lot of fertilizer and kept in the dark. The sky became darker and threatening, and we saw the Navy ships pull up anchor and steam away, and the flyable planes all left, and the VIP's all left, and only the "expendable" were left on the island. I saw 4 tornadoes and waterspouts at the same time, forerunners of the typhoon which was approaching. It hit us dead on - destroying most of our structures and remaining planes. It was impossible to stand up. Chunks of coral were like cannonballs. Suddenly the tempest stopped and the sun appeared. We thought it was over. But actually the "eye" of the typhoon passed over us, and in a short time we were hit by the other half of the storm. All the pieces of buildings, sheets of sheet metal, coral, etc. came at us from the other direction. The whole island shook from the pounding seas. For several days we had no electricity or food. The first food we got, oddly enough was ice cream made from powder.

There were more than 8,000 Japanese troops on Tinian when we invaded it. Most of them considered surrendering a disgrace, even though they were totally overwhelmed. I talked with a few of the prisoners-of-war. They said they were given hand grenades to blow themselves up in order to avoid capture. These few threw away their grenades and surrendered anyway. On Tinian, where I was, there was a Marine Colonel who valued human life and tried to get Japanese holdouts to surrender rather than continue fighting or blow themselves up. He was known as the "Pied Piper of Tinian". He, and Japanese POW's would go into the remote areas where we knew the holdouts were, and try to get the others to give up their impossible situation.

One night on Tinian I was thee C.Q. (Charge of Quarters) in the lab and a number of Japanese soldiers were trying to break in and cut the phone lines. They probably thought some food was available. I couldn't call for help because of the cut phone lines. I ran around locking the doors just as they were trying to come in.

In another incident, I was taking a shortcut through a sugar cane field at twilight, when a Japanese soldier and I ran into each other on a narrow path. We were only about 2 feet from each other. He was armed with his rifle, I with only a bamboo walking stick. We were eyeball to eyeball. I thought this was it. We both spun around and ran off in opposite directions. I still don't know why he didn't dispatch me with his rifle butt. I hope he made it through the war and made it back to his family.

There was a small island only 3 miles from us named Aguigan, which was still held by the Japanese. It apparently was supplied occasionally by Japanese subs, because an anti aircraft gun their occasionally fired phosphorous shells at our aircraft (and us).

After we used Atomic weapons against Hiroshima, we expected the Japanese would use gas against us to retaliate. We were under order to keep our gas masks with us 24 hours a day. Instead, they surrendered.

A point system was used for the demobilization of the armed forces. Months of service, overseas duty, combat, etc. were taken into consideration for release. I had 3-4 times the number of points for release as far as decorations I had the "Good Conduct Medal", "American Campaign Medal" (Anti-Sub at Tate Lin?), "Asiatic-Pacific Campaign Medal", "World War II Victory Medal", and battles and campaigns - "Air Offensive Japan, China, India, Burma, and Air Combat Palembang Sumatra."

It was over. I flew back to the States on a battle damaged B-29 from Guam. I had survived the war, but was so afraid something would happen. We were hit by lightning during a storm. We almost hit a parked plane a Hicham Field in Hawaii, because we were communicating with one field while landing at another, and our number 4 engine caught on fire 400 miles off of California, and of course lost altitude. But we eventually made it to Sacremento.

I was honorably discharged on November 16, 1945 and went back to my wife Margaret in Baltimore.

I went back to work at the Baltimore Gas & Electric Company as an apprentice Draftsman and worked my way up to Engineering Designer and Senior Engineer responsible for Concrete and Structural Steel Design for Power Plants, General Plant, Substation and Transmission Construction.

Anyway, I hope you found at least some of this informative and interesting. Forgive my terrible penmanship (and grammar). My penmanship has deteriorated since my surgery for Dupuytren's contractures.

Love,
Grandpop





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